They all resurface eventually.....

New York City is a huge place. So huge you NEVER think you will run into anyone. It has been my experience that with men you have dated or have had serious relationships with- one thing always rings true- They all resurface eventually.
My ex boyfriend tally is getting bigger and bigger as the years go on. Everytime, i have a break up, voluntarily or involuntarily, i always end up seeing my ex down the road. Two months, Six months, two years. Whatever the case I always see them. The stipulation with all this is that the feelings that were once there aren't there anymore which makes the uncomfortable meeting comfortable.
Last night I had a horrific experience. I was walking down 2nd avenue and someone I had stopped dating recently ended up being 20ft in front of me and headed my way. I panicked and wasn't sure what to do. Luckily I was on the phone so I had somewhat of an escape route. I turned away and continued my conversation but could feel him getting closer to me. I looked up again and it seemed like he had a tracking device honed in on me.....Staring right through me. I looked up, he looked up. We both waved and went on our way...
It was pleasant in nature. Thank God i was on the phone. My heart was racing and I surely was having anxiety about the experience. Give me some time to let it settle! It's always uncomfortable seeing an ex, but two weeks doesn't give the healing/getting over period of time justice.